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Holiday
Legacy Name: Holiday


The Spectrum Clawsion
Owner: Demi

Age: 9 years, 2 weeks, 5 days

Born: April 28th, 2015

Adopted: 8 years, 9 months, 3 weeks ago

Adopted: July 22nd, 2015

Statistics


  • Level: 1
     
  • Strength: 10
     
  • Defense: 10
     
  • Speed: 10
     
  • Health: 10
     
  • HP: 10/10
     
  • Intelligence: 0
     
  • Books Read: 0
  • Food Eaten: 0
  • Job: Unemployed


Death does not come when a body is too exhausted to live
Death comes, because the brilliance inside us can only be contained for so long.

I had to grind my teeth today when my counselor tells me everything happens for a reason, no matter how bad. There is always a reason for it. If I hear one more "god needed another angel" I'm going to puke. It doesn't seem fair, or just -- you had so much more to give the world, and everyone in it. I'm angry because now we won't be able to get lost in a cornfield, I won't be able to herd you drunk loons all around the convention. You won't randomly shout weird shit that makes us all laugh and become another inside joke for the meme girls. I'm sorry I didn't text you enough, I'm sorry I was so sporadic with my contacting you just like I am with everyone else. You passing away has put so much into perspective for me, but I just wish this could have been done WITHOUT losing you. I don't have much to say, but I'm glad we talked the night before -- even if you were being a total weirdo because you were drunk and having a great damn time. I promise to take good care of our Sam now - even if I know I, and no one else, will ever replace you in her heart.

Holley --
i'm not good at these kinds of things, so this is going to be short. i wish i knew what to say, or had more to say. sammy deserves an entire novel on how amazing she is. you're (of course) welcome to delete this after you've read it, but i felt compelled to get some feelings down. but i wanted to thank you so much - sincerely, from the bottom of my heart - for giving me the chance to get to know sammy, even though it was for just three days. they were easily some of the best three days of my life and i won't forget them for as long as i live. i will look back on them in hard times and remember that things can and will get better, that friends make everything worth it. i fell in love with each and every one of you in that short time, and i knew we'd all be inseparable after the first day of that con together. i was already excited for next year's fwa before we even left! a chance to see you all again was something i wouldn't give for the world.

i've met so few people in my life who shared the same kind of light sammy did. she illuminated the room the second she stepped into it. whether it was her personality or her smile, she was always beaming. sammy was always smiling, always willing to listen, and quick to help in any way possible. she never failed to put a smile on my face whenever we spoke. though i'd known her only a short while, i felt like i could go to her for anything, and i knew i could trust and rely on her. i've never met a more generous person in my life, and i doubt i ever will. i'll treasure the pictures we have from the con, all of us smiling and having a great time together, as well as the memories of the cafe and the cartoons. the picture she drew for me in my sketchbook will be laminated and worn to every con i attend, and i'm going to be sure to show it off and tell people how wonderful she is. i aspire to be even half the person this wonderful, amazing, beautiful girl was. i intend to do my best to share that light that she shared with us, with everyone i meet. i think she'd like that.

it's been hard the past few days since getting the news, and i know it's been damn near impossible for you. just know we're here for you, and know that she is too. i know that she is taking care of us, and that she hopes we are all happy. i know it's a cliche to say that, but i know with all my heart, that it's truly what she would want. though my vision is getting blurry, i'm smiling like a dork as i write this, because just thinking about sammy is enough to put a smile on my face; she's just that kind of amazing. i still think of the inside jokes we made at the con, and it helps to keep the tears away because i can't stop laughing. i think that's in true sammy style - keeping us together and having a fun time, even when she can't be here with us. i am going to miss her more every day.

"You know I'll never leave you...
You can find me everywhere,
In the morning light, the evening star,
I'm always there." ))

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