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Sion has a minion!

Pearl the Snow Demon

Sion
Legacy Name: Sion

The

Glacier Sheeta
Owner:

Amon

Age: 15 years, 7 months, 1 week

Born: September 22nd, 2008

Adopted: 15 years, 7 months, 1 week ago (Legacy)

Adopted: September 22nd, 2008 (Legacy)

Statistics

Level: 44
Strength: 103
Defense: 101
Speed: 100
Health: 100
HP: 100/100
Intelligence: 31
Books Read: 29
Food Eaten: 0
Job: Store Clerk

I've been walking so far away. As far as I could get.
She's still there. Still smiling. I can feel it, the gentle touch.
It burns me.

You have no idea how much it hurts me, her smile teares me apart, her gaze burns so much more than the sun could ever do and to know she's still watching over me makes me want to find a place where I could hide to get away not caring where I would have to go to or what I'd have to turn into.
I knew from the start that I was nothing compared to her. Small, barley to be seen from where she is and with a short and unimportant life that will never last long enough that she'd notice me.
I told myself that it's a sin to look up to her with eyes like mine, a gaze, not ever fit to look at someone like her. Still, every night I looked up to her, just so I could see her beauty. 'She must be very gentle, watching over us' I thought. She is. And she's also the most cruel being.
One day it was raining stars down from the skies. Of course I did see it, I always watched the sky at night. It was wonderful to look at. But I felt something was not right. And when I turned my head to watch out for her, she wasn't there. She, who'd never leave her place was missing. I felt panic wash trough my vanes.
Before I was thinking, I was running. I didn't know to where I was heading but I knew it was right. And there she was standing, where the stars have fallen to. I stared at her, with the unworthy eyes of mine. She was looking back.
And smiled. I knew she had noticed me, even before. She lifted something shiny that seemed to belong to her. Than she walked over to me, stopped right before me. I wasn't able to move. At this moment I would have done anything she told me to. She rose her hand and softly stroke my head. I did barely feel her touch.
At this moment she looked almost like a normal being, not the goddess she is. And she was more beautiful than ever. She smiled again, surrounded by a fragile silver glow and disappeared. Back to the place she's always been. Like she's never been away. I was sure our meeting hadn't been real. But I knew she was looking at me. From high up there she was looking only at me.
For years I've been watching her since so she knows I'm still there. Until one day that was different. She was smiling as always but even if we were far apart from each other I could feel that it was a sad smile. I wanted to make her sadness vanish but how could I who I'm bound to this place as she is to hers. I would have given my soul at this moment just to be near her. To touch her as softly as she had touched me. In the end I could only stand and look at her with a sad gaze as well.
From this day on she never smiled with the inner contentedness like she has before. I couldn't take it anymore to see her like this. So I told her, hoping that my words, even though it seemed impossible might reach her, to look at all those beautiful things she was always looking at. Those things that made her happy. And how much I wanted her to forget about me. Since I'll be vanishing before her glance in what seems an eye blink to her. I was praying that my words would reach her.
The next night she was smiling at me like she has a long time ago. But I felt she did it only of me. I was so useless. I laughed at myself. 'See what happens if you long for a goddess.' That night I was pretending that her smile was real.
I couldn't take it for long and one night I whispered with a sad voice while looking at her 'Love is mortal.'
But how could it be for a goddess?
So I've been walking away. I'm still searching for a place where she can't see me and can forget that I ever existed.

At some nights I still find myself looking at the sky, looking at her.
Goddess who I loved so much I was only able to love you like a mortal.

Code from the lovely User not found: kazeriu. :heart: