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Drip the Griim
Eela
Legacy Name: Eela
The Nightmare Bumbus
Owner: jem
Age: 12 years, 11 months, 3 weeks
Born: May 14th, 2011
Adopted: 12 years, 11 months, 3 weeks ago
Adopted: May 14th, 2011
This pet has been nominated for the Pet Spotlight!
Statistics
- Level: 31
- Strength: 78
- Defense: 75
- Speed: 75
- Health: 75
- HP: 57/75
- Intelligence: 37
- Books Read: 35
- Food Eaten: 4
- Job: Weapons Expert
so many monsters in me
so many
so many
so many, many, many...
- live by the ocean, the hoosiers
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The first time I ate a nightmare, it almost spat me out. I could feel it scrambling around my insides, dragging its claws along the walls, trying to decide if I was tasty enough to bother with, until it found a locked door. And then another.
If I didn't have these doors, memory would eat me alive. The nightmares know it--so they got to work.
"no one is here, you need resist temptation no longer."
- ella enchanted, gail carson levine
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My therapist has recommended EMDR--a trauma re-processing. So that when I remember, my PTSD doesn't pull me into an endless pit of fear every time. So that I might be able to walk through the world feeling alive. What...could that possibly be like? With the lights out, the universe is an infinite plane of darkness. No stars can reach me here. Do...I want them to?
“are you sure, sweetheart, that you want to be well?
… just so’s you’re sure, sweetheart, and ready to be healed, cause wholeness is no trifling matter.
a lot of weight when you’re well.”
- the salt eaters, toni cade bambara
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I wasn't always trying to hurt people, except when I was. I spent so much time trying to keep the bubble wrap padding intact, I realized belatedly, in a haze of numbness (and probably blood loss), that I was spilling out everywhere. The inky puddle of my body seeping through the floorboards, back into the dirt, on its way home.
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Pet Treasure
Tales of the Heart
Melting Smile
Harvested Heart
Flashback Wild One Cigarette
Nugget of Night Sky
Sucking Black Hole
Curl of Nightmarish Smoke
Nightmarish Cloud
Nightmare Lens
Nightmare Fuel
Banshee Sleepless Night
Nightmare Potion
Nest Of Spiders Wet Specimen
Ink Monster Wet Specimen
Mouthy Monster Wet Specimen
Bloody Wet Specimen
Bottled Darkmatter Aura
Bottled Angst
Curious Bottle of Black Smoke
Spilled Ritual Ink
Draconook
Book of Dririmancy
Book of Demonic Names
From Death to Life
Understanding the Universe
Dream Journal
Eater of Dreams and Nightmares
Bringing The Harbinger
So You Survived Armageddon
Tauntingly Haunted
Tale of the Nightlady
The Eyes: A Mystery
Anthology of Horror
Spiders in the Dark
Skelihaund
13th Cat
Misfortune
Devren
Underground Taxidermy Raven
Raven Talisman
Skulle
Patch
Krung
Rift Matter
Time Matter
Grape Gummy Eyeball
Professor New Witching Hour Raven Skull
Carved Planchette
Dream Eating Vessel
Lightning-Filled Blown Glass Globe
Spider Web
Hellfire Thorn Sample
Bleeding Rose of Deepest Blackness
Ruinous Envious Hexbloom
Deaths Kiss
Deadly Nightshade
Whiskey
Dry Gin
Absinthe
Delish Silence Candle
Candle Leading to a Secret Passage