𓂀𓂀𓂀 AnimeList // Writings // StyleFile // Tumblr ❤ My HA (Thank you!) My real name is Mariam. I'm 26 (though I look nowhere close to it) and come from Egypt. Despite how my HA looks, I'm a girl. My account is named after an OC of mine. I struggle with several mental disorders and am very shy and socially awkward. Don't have friends or much of a family. This probably gives off the impression I'm too dull and gloomy in real life, but in fact it's the other way around. I'm silly, crazy and have a cool sense of humor. Someday more people will get to see this side of me. I graduated from college in July 2022 and have yet to start having a job for the first time. My inability to be independent, lack of social skills and very poor mental health have made it impossible. I'm hopeful this won't be the way forever. I like drawing, writing, anime and music. However, it's admittedly hard for me to develop a deep personal bond with stuff. On Subeta, my HAs are almost always based on my OCs. The majority of my pets are as well. I use my status to send little messages to myself, since my eyes fall on it all the time while I'm doing stuff around the site. A sort of an attempt to give myself some motivation and relief. These I (try to) believe are from my "Big Bro", a person so important who (I'm trying not to lose hope that he) will show up in my life when the time comes. ☥☥☥ |
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Sometimes I use the wishlist search function and send random stuff to random users. You do not have to send me anything in return. :) |
I'm finally putting this disclaimer up to hopefully make things a bit easier for myself. Over the past years, I've been getting increasingly distant and socially awkward online. Communication is nearly as hard as real life nowadays. I appreciate all messages and interaction, but sometimes I can't think of something to reply with and/or take a while to gather the energy due to poor mental health. Please don't let this discourage you though! I'm simply putting this here to ease up my feelings of guilt a little if I take a long time to reply or worry that my replies aren't good enough. |
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