Information
the shadows talk back the Draconook
dement
The Riftborn Kumos
Owner: smile
Age: 8 years, 1 month, 6 days
Born: March 20th, 2016
Adopted: 3 years, 4 months, 2 weeks ago
Adopted: December 11th, 2020
Statistics
- Level: 26
- Strength: 46
- Defense: 21
- Speed: 12
- Health: 33
- HP: 33/33
- Intelligence: 31
- Books Read: 26
- Food Eaten: 7
- Job: Linen Lieutenant
let me tell you how to be a monster.
disconnect from your emotions. that guilt you feel? nonexistent. that hurt? nowhere to be found. you are a shell, shallow, and no one can tell you otherwise.
erase your past. you may not have always been a monster—may not have always been this shallow pool of nothingness, but you are now. the vast ocean you once were, the expanse filled with so much pain and hurt—it’s gone. you’ve taken an eraser to it and wiped it all away.
bite those around you before they can bite you. you’re less vulnerable to attack if you’re the predator. you cannot be the hunted if you are the hunter.
you are not sad, because you cannot feel.
you are not lonely, because you’ve chosen to be alone.
you are not afraid, because you are what others fear.
and now you can’t be helped.
you can’t be saved.now that you’ve made yourself a monster, you’re trapped this way. you’ve pushed everyone away. you cannot be saved.
you might as well get comfortable.
more and more lately
i am realizing my strength
any time i brush my fingers
against the world
it breaks
perhaps i am a monster
terrorizing those around me
what does it mean
when those that claim
my friendship or affection
always leave
when reality shatters
so easily
i am used to devastation
it’s a comfort in this
world of lies
where one can never be
too certain
statistically
if the same thing happens
over and over and over
constantly repeating
and the only common factor
is me
i’m the mistake
or perhaps i’m the constant
the thing meant to be there
destroying and
being forged in destruction
it comes naturally to me
like frankenstein’s monster
i didn’t ask to be
i simply am
i will not waste time
wondering why
or blaming myself
i am
the strongest beast around
my footsteps will
shake, shake, shake
the ground
if i embrace my own
faults and
pretend to accept them
no one can
use them against me
if my weakness is
my strength
then no one will know
a demon with pride
is the most frightening thing
of all
credits:
story by me.
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Pet Treasure
Murders 101
Bag of Blood
Tales of Blood Book Tape
Discarded Rusty Bone Saw
Creeping Zombie Plushie
Scientist Pick Axe
Plas-Tek Giant Hacksaw
Night of Horrors
Lycanthrope Set Trap
Kumos Skelly Plushie
Heart on a Stick
Empty Valentines Chocolate Box
Bloody Rag
Anthology of Horror
Doves Blood
Hand Bandage Scraps
Regular Brainy Wallpaper
Rusted Black Garden Shears
Poison Apothecary Bottle
Book of Dririmancy
Regular Visceral Wallpaper
Red-Handled Scalpel
Blood Splatter Print Beanbag
Anatomically Correct Heart Plushie
Black Cat Candle
Skull Candle