i never thought of myself as a good person.

you know, i never did anything crazy like m-murder, but i mean, i use to hack all sorts of companies and people for some cash. this always took up so much of my time, that everyone whoever tried to get close to me just drifted away. which, to me, was totally fine. i mean, i had the internet, so it wasn’t a big loss. then i stumbled upon some weird website where people were roleplaying as supernatural creatures. it was so crazy to me i began lurking the site more and more, only to realize.... these guys were actual monsters.

super shocked over what i just found out, i decided to play along and assumed the identity of a witch. there i met a boy named raymundo, who had some app where they would send monsters ‘speciality food’. all the others seemed totally freaked by the idea, but i was into it. he’s just serving them rare meat. basically it was just uber eats for monsters??

sorry, i have a point to this. so me and ray hit it off and we talk for months and months online. then he decided he wanted to meet me. that was terrible, considering i looked like. you know... this? but he came anyways and he was even more handsome in person, which SUCKED. but for some reason he liked me too?? so now we’re dating!

he eventually moved in and spruced up my gross, empty apartment. and yeah... how you’re seeing it now is basically his work. but um, so everything was perfect. i kept doing my job, and he didn’t even judge me! ray’s a real sweet guy, when you get to know him- and you’ll know him soon enough. but the point of it is that one night he wandered off and i had zero clue as to where he went. this just kept happening?? and one day i was able to sneak after him. i just figured he was cheating on me, which is understandable.

but it was uh. worse than that?

turns out that speciality meat he was serving up all those monsters weren’t the fancy alligators i’d thought. it was... o-other monsters. and uh. yeah. i totally wasn’t into that. for obvious reasons. i tried to fight him off the monster but there was nothing i could do. i’m not really sure why i didn’t just immediately break up with him. i mean, i did try. several times. but we just kept coming back together??

so now i’m overlooking murder ! and just turning the other cheek! what kind of a monster am i?? i don’t even know what to do. i know what he’s doing is terrible but i’m so selfish i can’t see myself calling the cops?? especially since he told me i’m an accomplice to this whole mess. so... uh... sniffles. i’m still really sorry? i know you’re probably going to be dead soon, and i know you’d want me to free you out of some sense of human compassion... but i can’t. so for that, i’m really sorry. besides... if i did what would he do to me..?

ah! i’m going, ray! sorry. he’s calling me. um. you can just uh, stay there. i know you actually can’t move because... the ropes and all... but yeah, um. n-nice talking to you. and again, super sorry. I SAID I’M GOING, BABE. anyways, just try to relax. i’m sure it’ll be over.... q-quick.

about.

NAME finn moran
NICKNAME finny, 'part of the moran siblings'

SPECIES human
ETHNICITY white
NATIONALITY american
AGE twenty
GENDER trans male
SEXUALITY homosexual

he's the only one i can trust.

APPEARANCE — FINN IS 5'6, AND ITS FITTING THAT HE'S SHORTER THAN BOTH HIS SIBLINGS. HE NEVER GREW OUT OF HIS TEENAGE REBELLION PHASE, AND MOST OF THE CLOTHES HE OWNS ARE BLACK OR DARKER CLOTHES. A LOT OF HIS CLOTHING COME FROM ONLINE, SO THEY NEVER FIT EXACTLY RIGHT. HE HAS DYED BLACK HAIR THAT CURLS AT THE TOP. HE'S PRETTY BLIND, SO HIS HAZEL EYES ARE HIDDEN BEHIND HIS GLASSES. HE'S AFRAID OF CONTACTS, SO HE'S NEVER SEEN BARE-FACED. HE HAS A NOSE PIERCING AND SMALL GAUGES THAT KILLED HIS MOTHER WHEN HE GOT. GETS LAZY ABOUT TAKING OFF HIS BINDER, SO SOMETIMES IT HAS STAYED PAST ITS LIMIT. IT'S A HABIT HE'S GROWING OUT OFF, THOUGH. ( FC )

LOCATION firestone
CAREER hacker / accomplice

traits.

BIRTHDAY february 18th
ZODIAC SIGN aquarius
ALIGNMENT true neutral
MBTI TYPE intp-a
TEMPERAMENT melancholic
ELEMENT air
HOGWARTS HOUSE slytherin
MAJOR ARCANA the hermit
TROPE guilt-ridden accomplice

PERSONALITY — KIND OF A LITTLE SHIT. HE'S A PRODUCT OF THE INTERNET, SO HIS REPLIES COME IN THE FORM OF WELL-AGED VINES OR SHITPOSTS. A JOKESTER AT HEART, HE'S THE TYPE OF GUY TO CRACK A JOKE AT A FUNERAL. IT'S SURPRISING TO MOST WHEN THEY REALIZE HE'S THE FEARED HACKER "KOWAN". HE DOESN'T HAVE MUCH OF A MORAL CODE WHEN IT COMES TO HACKING THINGS, AND CAN EASILY BE BOUGHT OUT BY CASH. THOUGH, FINN CAN COUNT THE NUMBER ON PEOPLE WHO KNOW ITS HIM WITH ONE HAND. HE'S A RECLUSE, AND IF LEFT ALONE HE'LL NOT VENTURE OUTSIDE FOR MONTHS ON END. HE SPENDS MOST OF HIS TIME ONLINE ANYWAYS, SO TO HIM IT ISN'T MUCH OF A BIG DEAL. ALTHOUGH HE APPEARS BIG AND BAD ONLINE, FINN IS NORMALLY PRETTY ANXIOUS IRL.

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FUN FACT loves pineapples on pizza.

playlist.

1. bellyache - billie eilish

I'm bitin' my nails. I'm too young to go to jail. It's kinda funny. Where's my mind?

2. some nights - fun

Well, some nights, I wish that this all would end 'Cause I could use some friends for a change.

3. if i killed someone for you - alec benjamin

I'm sorry that I did this, the blood is on my hands. I stare at my reflection, I don't know who I am.

4. natural - imagine dragons

Just another product of today, Rather be the hunter than the prey.

5. teeth - five seconds of summer

Sometimes, you're a stranger in my bed. Don't know if you love me or you want me dead.

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