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Nougatto
Legacy Name: Nougatto

The

Scribble Demi
Owner:

Chen

Age: 8 years, 8 months, 6 days

Born: August 12th, 2015

Adopted: 8 years, 8 months, 6 days ago

Adopted: August 12th, 2015

Statistics

Level: 39
Strength: 96
Defense: 24
Speed: 22
Health: 22
HP: 22/22
Intelligence: 161
Books Read: 154
Food Eaten: 0
Job: Ardent Art Archivist

chocolaut
little happy place. ✨

pistachio

Collection of shit that I like ok.

maybe one day i'll put things here

You Are Not Truly Happy by Mayday

aka the song that always makes me cry

Crying in the crowd,
all you want is to turn into a transparent color
You no longer dream, or hurt or love.
You've decided this, decided this.
You endure it, hold it in quietly,
hold yesterday tightly in your fists.
Yet the sweeter the memories are, the more they hurt -
the deeper they impress a numb pattern
of shallow and deep cuts in your palms.

You don't have a real happiness.
Your smile is just camouflage.
You've decided not to hate, and decided not to love,
shutting your soul in a shell forever locked.
This world smiled, so you smiled too, to fit in,
when survival is the "rule" and not your own choice
so with tears in your eyes
you drift alone, stumbling as you walk

your wounds refuse to heal completely
I stand to your left, but we're a galaxy apart.
Must we really hold on to our remorse
until old age only to regret it???

You deserve to be truly happy.
You should shed camouflage you wear.
Why is that after losing everything, the punishment continues?
Can all of the sadness end in this moment,
and life begin anew?

(I want you to be happy)