I am an introvert. I'm not shy, I don't hate people, I don't even mind meeting new people, I just don't need much socializing to be happy. I enjoy reading, writing, and drawing on my own time, as well as thinking and trying to understand the psychology of myself and those around me. I aim to know people on a deeper level and prefer meaningful conversation over small talk. That means I enjoy discussing major life experiences, social politics, and many traditionally taboo subjects.
A Little Bit About Me...
I do not, however, enjoy things like the news as it is most often extremely depressing, I don't care to know the names or happenings of famous people or actors, I don't make a point to keep up with trends much less follow them. I disagree with conformity and prefer to celebrate the innermost personalities that we all carry, regardless of our similarities or differences.
I have off and on been known to consider myself a feminist, although the word these days is rather loaded. I do not hate men and I am pro-sexuality for men and women both. I do my best to do my own research on feminist subjects, and that includes listening to the opposition in order to form a more well-rounded perspective.
I am also an atheist, although I consider myself more of a spiritual atheist. I do not believe in a god or a higher power, I do not follow any religion or set belief system, but I have formed my own set of ideas over the years including the notion of consciousness existing in far more than just animals. I believe everything has a kind of life to it which should be respected and cherished. That being said, I greatly enjoy meeting others who feel similarly but I still respect others who do not as long as they also respect me.
I also have quite an interest in darkness and light, both literally as an artist and metaphorically as in with emotions. In both senses I love high contrast, and believe that we need both. Morality somewhat ties in with this too, although that is a much more concrete subject which I have some different ideas on than most.
Just as I have a love for the light of life, I also have a love for the darkness of decay. I do and always have loved horror including fictional depictions of blood and violence. As that is a big part of who I am, if you cannot at least respect that I ask that you find someone else to talk to.
I am not particularly interested in relationships, as love and romance are not part of my core values. Because of this I do not have an issue with limiting myself to people who fit with my relatively high standards for confidence and lifestyle comparability.
Some things that are within my core values however are first and foremost respect and honesty both from myself and others, as well as friendship, freedom, creativity, and happiness.
So... That kind of an introduction into what kind of a person I am. If you want to know some more lighthearted stuff, then here goes:
I am a Pisces with Aquarius rising and an INFP T. I love most colors, but some of my favorites would have to be colors on the blue/green spectrum and silver. I also quite like black and white as they are the greatest of possible contrasts. My favorite season by far is Spring. I love the natural world most of all, and while I think cities are neat I don't think I could spend a lot of time in one. I'm hoping to make my living as a web developer and to be able to travel the world with a more nomadic lifestyle.