Username: Obsessed Name: Amanda Gender: Female Last Seen: 9 years, 4 months, 3 weeks, 3 days, 18 hours, 12 minutes ago |
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What happens when your world falls apart at the seams? What happens when you can't take anymore, and your life just doesn't seem worth living? The one thing I always promised myself was that I'd keep smiling, no matter what. Because when I was little, when I showed my emotions, when I cried or got angry, it only got me in trouble. To those who see me, I'm happy, I seem to be doing okay. But no one knows the inner darkness that lurks in my heart, no one knows what happens when that darkness finds its way out into my life. I can't smile anymore. The sparkle is gone from my eyes, the smile faded from my lips. Words cannot express my sorrows, the insecurity that the tears are now letting forth. What do I do when there's no one to talk to? Where to I turn when the whole world is my enemy? I just don't know anymore. What would happen if I disappeared? Who would care if I faded into the darkness of the night, and never came back? |