➷ general hobbies: seals, writing, web design, linguistics, theology, new-age spirituality (obsessed with lucid dreaming & astral travel), urban exploration (urbex), pinterest, true crime & criminal psychology, & aimlessly arguing with strangers online

➷ music: magdalena bay, purity ring, eartheater, lana del rey, PRXZM, grimes, blackpink, seratones, starcadian

➷ tv shows: currently obsessed with the breaking bad & better call saul universe; getting back into the x-files

it's always come and gone in waves, the anxiety. i've never had to worry too much about it being gone for too long, because it was always waiting for me right around the corner, daunting and monumental. it used to consume every fragment of my being whenever it'd rear its ugly head, leaving me stonecold and weak--but it wasn't until i was touched by transcendant love from someone very special that i realized that all it ever took for that anxiety to ebb away like a rolling wave on the beach was to simply find him, love him, and be loved by him. he is the source of my bravery and my steadfastness; he is the subject of my affection and devotion--in this life as well as the rest, and i am forever grateful for him.

whenever i'm not physically present, please remember me whenever you see seals galumphing happily in the distance and know that i'm smiling at them with you. <3

♡ earn & save all sP going forward; don't spend any of it until i've reached 500mil (unless absolutely necessary). current progress: surpassed 5/5th of goal done!

♡ make profile more appealing + learn to code more detailed items (on hold indefinitely lol)

♡ update & organize wishlist done ✓

♡ organize wardrobe & remove items that i no longer want

♡ adopt at least two more pets & update all of their descriptions + begin developing stories, or at the very least simple personalities, for each of them

♡ adding onto the last goal, do not adopt anymore pets until all ten of my current pets have 100 points or more in each category (level, health, speed, intelligence, are always happy, etc.) (hehe i failed this one, whoops)

♡ design an HA that i'm happy with & don't feel compelled to change every other day done! ✓

♡ make a carrd for this profile!

♡ make custom art for my page, whether it's my own art or commissioned art by somebody else (i'm thinking of a floating pixel page doll or something similar!)

♡ set up a gimmick gallery done ✓