I wish you didn't have to keep talking to them at such late hours of the night... You know you have school tomorrow, let alone a test in a class you are not doing so well in. Stop talking to them, log off messenger, power me down and head to bed.

You have left your paper up all night and barely touched it. That paper is due tomorrow night and you only started it tonight. Of course, you are distracted by that person and have completely forgotten about it. Just go to bed now. Make sure you do the paper tomorrow... and also, do not forget to save the very little progress before turning me down...

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Immediately after school until the late nights of the hours, you are constantly online talking to this guy. How long have we been together? I have been with you since you started seeing this person two years ago and suddenly they come back again in your life after. I hate being the middle one, helping you communicate to this person who should no longer be a part of your life. Stop video chatting with them. Stop sending them pictures. Stop talking to them. Just stop. I do no want them to fool you again and leave you for someone else like last time.

How many times do I have see you cry in front of my screen over this stupid person who does not appreciate you one bit...?
How many times do I have feel your trembling fingers typing on my keyboard, searching for things to console you? To stop you from crying?
How many times do I have to feel regret when you use my track pad and scroll through your past conversations with this person?

Why aren't you talking to your friends about them? You haven't talked to them in a long while. The last time you spoke to them was three months ago according to messenger. You used to talk to them a lot before you started dating that person.

If talking to people doesn't work... why don't you draw something to cheer yourself up? You haven't touched your drawing tablet in a while and summer was the last time you drew something. Does drawing still bring you happiness? Maybe that will help?

It pains me to see you cry to yourself at night when you reminisce your times with this person. Everytime you use me, everywhere you see on my machine reminds you of them. I miss seeing you draw on my screen and create your always wonderful pieces of art. I miss reading and watching your conversations with your good friends late at night, giggling about your crushes and making plans with each other. What stopped you?

What happened...?

***

It has been a while since you powered me on. You will need to charge me up to work again, but I am still here. How long has it been since you last logged on? Two months? Four? Six? I lost count and I cannot really tell until I am booted again.

How is school? Have you got a new computer to do your school work? You haven't written an essay, paper, or lab report since last year. I hope you are keeping up with your studies. Maybe you go a new school computer specifically for school?

I still have your artwork stored on my hard drive. I still have your saved conversations from your friends and that person who left you. I have been holding on to them even though I dislike some of them, I know how much you like reading them again and again, reliving those moments.

Hopefully I will be of some use to you someday... I will have everything ready until your return.