bittersweet happiness . .
Colors. There is nothing more beautiful and more diversified than colors. The most beautiful colors can be found in flowers and blossoms.
When I was a child my favourite season was spring. It was always a pleasure to see all the flowers starting to bloom. I could never forget their fragrance and vibrant colors.
I have always dreamed of flowers. In many different shapes, size and colours. Some were realistic, some were abstract, but they were always gorgeous. I hoped the flowers I had visualized in my dreams would materialize outside of them.
Sadly the gentle blossoms are so close yet so far. They wither and die as soon as I touch them.
As long as I don't skim the soft petals I can encase my mind with all the sweet and glorious fragrances. But if I were to even tip the edge of a flower with my nose, the bright yellow will fade into a moldy brown, leaving the graceful plant back as a creepy and pitiable dead plant.
But do you know what is the most ironic fact about my life? I work as a horticulturist. I soon realized that when I wear gloves, nothing bad will happen to those fragile beauties.
It is a bittersweet happiness to be able to spend the rest of my life working with my passion, but it can never fulfill me completely.
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