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Ennui has a minion!

Existential Nihilism the Gleeyore

Ennui
Legacy Name: Ennui

The

Custom Nostalgic Feli
Owner: Caitlin

Age: 17 years, 6 months, 3 weeks

Born: April 10th, 2009

Adopted: 17 years, 6 months, 3 weeks ago (Legacy)

Adopted: April 10th, 2009 (Legacy)

Statistics

Level: 4,407
Strength: 9,499
Defense: 7,438
Speed: 5,465
Health: 12,600
HP: 12,600/12,600
Intelligence: 5,844
Books Read: 2725
Food Eaten: 3375
Toys Played: 0
Job: Director of SAI

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She took a seat on the beach next to him, coffee hot in her hands. “Why the sudden need to meet?”

“I haven’t been completely honest with you,” he muttered, staring at the sunrise over the lake.

“Oh?” Wariness laced her voice and she couldn’t help the way her body tensed.

“I’ve never been able to really talk about it, but … look, promise you won’t tell anyone? Only a few people who were there know, but I need to talk about it. Get it off my chest.”

“You can tell me anything,” she smiled tiredly.

“Without judgment? If you’re going to judge me, I’m going to get up and walk away right now.”

“Yes,” she sighed and yawned, “without judgment.” Was it too early, she wondered, to have a serious discussion?

“It all started when I was in high school. My depression, I mean. Have you ever suffered from depression? I couldn’t function.”

“No, I –“

He cut her off. “It’s like watching a television program of your life. You see these things happen but they’re so disconnected from your reality. Do you know what I mean?”

“Well, I suppose, but –“

He interrupted her again, needing to finish his thoughts before they could slip away. “My depression spiraled out of control. I couldn’t go to school. I couldn’t even get out of bed. I would just lay there, unable to do anything, care about anything until …”

He paused, smoothed the edge of the blanket nervously, and looked away. “Until what?” she finally prompted.

He took a deep breath. “I started self-medicating. It was little, at first. A bottle of rum here, some gin there. Smoked here and there.” He paused and looked down. “It got worse, though. I added more. Any pill you can imagine? I had it. Anything I could get my hands on. For years.” He looked away, pained.

She shifted uncomfortably, aware that it was dawn and that she’d barely slept and wondering if he’d gotten any sleep at all. “Matt, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. But I don’t understand. Why are you telling me this? Why now? Why –”

The words tumbled out of his mouth, confused and desperate, just the way he’d been feeling for years. “It culminated in a suicide attempt. A reckless, horrible, irresponsible attempt. I got high and took a handful of pills. I drove my car straight at the largest tree I could find – wrapped my car around it, even. And I walked away without a scratch.” He laughed, irony heavy in his voice. “I did my best to kill myself and walked away without even a fucking scratch. Of course, I had to go through the whole court proceedings. Everyone thought I was just really irresponsible for mixing – well, you know. I never told them any differently. My parents … well, they tried to sweep it under the rug. Got the best lawyer money could buy and I walked away with a clean record.”

“What? Your parents don’t know the truth?” She tried to hide her shock. Not well, though, she thought.

His laugh was bitter. “No, I never could bring myself to tell them. And after that… Well, after that, I finally got clean. Sure, I still deal with depression and crushing existential gloom, but hey – I’m alive. And I’m taking it one day at a time. And maybe someday, I can have a normal relationship.”

She looked confused. “Normal relationship? What do you mean?”

“That’s why I’m telling you now. So you can run before you get too emotionally invested in me. I can’t commit to any sort of relationship unless the other person knows the truth. It’s too big to hide and most people would abandon me without a second thought once they found out. I’m okay with that, though. It doesn’t scare me anymore.” He paused. “I’m learning to be happy.”

For the first time since she’d met him, she finally understood. “Hey, look. I’m not going anywhere, okay? You’re stuck with me.”

He looked at her and smiled that slow, lazy smile that always melted her heart. “Let’s go for a walk.”

By Choco, gift from The Birthday Bandits
Original version here

By pumpkins because she is the cutest ^______^

By pumpkins for my birthday

By pax ^_____^

By LenaArcher

Outdated Battle Stats

Rank

11/5/13: 353
11/6/13: 347
11/7/13: 342
11/8/13: 340
11/10/13: 317
11/11/13: 304
11/12/13: 303
11/15/13: 301
11/16/13: 298
11/17/13: 294
11/18/13: 290
11/19/13: 287
11/22/13: 283
11/23/13: 282
11/24/13: 280
11/25/13: 278
11/28/13: 276
11/29/13: 275
11/30/13: 274
12/1/13: 273
12/4/13: 272
12/5/13: 270
12/7/13: 268
12/9/13: 266
12/10/13: 265
12/14/13: 263
12/20/13: 260
12/21/13: 259
12/23/13: 255
12/25/13: 254
12/26/13: 252
12/27/13: 251
12/28/13: 250
12/29/13: 223 (Used Luminaire Boosters)
1/11/14: 222
1/12/14: 217 (Read several books, also entered the Books Read HST at rank 85 / 1107 books)
1/16/14: 214
1/20/14: 212
1/20/14: 211
1/21/14: 210
1/24/14: 209
1/26/14: 207
1/27/14: 206
1/28/14: 205
2/3/14: 204
2/5/14: 203
2/6/14: 201
2/11/14: 200
2/12/14: 198
2/12/14: 180 (Used hoarded boosters since Luminaire, also entered the Intelligence HST at rank 98 / 1664 int)
2/14/14: 178
2/15/14: 176
2/19/14: 175
2/20/14: 172
2/21/14: 171
2/22/14: 169
2/26/14: 168
2/27/14: 167
3/4/14: 166
3/7/14: 164
3/10/14: 162
3/12/14: 161
3/19/14: 158
3/23/14: 157
3/24/14: 156
3/26/14: 155
3/27/14: 154
4/6/14: 153
4/8/14: 152
4/13/14: 150
4/14/14: 149
4/22/14: 148
4/23/14: 146
5/11/14: 144
5/14/14: 143
5/18/14: 140
5/20/14: 139
5/25/14: 138
5/27/14: 137
5/28/14: 136
5/31/14: 135
6/1/14: 134
6/6/14: 133
6/9/14: 132
6/11/14: 130
6/12/14: 129
6/26/14: 128
6/28/14: 127
7/2/14: 125
7/15/14: 124
7/28/14: 115 (Used | birthday | boosters)
7/30/14: 114
8/6/14: 113
8/23/14: 112
8/26/14: 111
9/1/14: 109
9/10/14: 108
9/13/14: 107
9/17/14: 106
9/20/14: 104
9/22/14: 102
10/3/14: 99
10/5/14: 98
10/7/14: 97
10/13/14: 96
10/18/14: 95
10/20/14: 94
10/23/14: 93
10/27/14: 92
11/15/14: 91
11/19/14: 90

Tier

11/12/12 - Came back from two-year hiatus to a t5 pet.
4/23/13 - Started BQs daily; pet was t6.
5/3/13 - Pet hit t7
6/23/13 - Pet hit t8.
8/11/13 - Pet hit t9.
9/28/13 - Pet hit t10.
11/10/13 - Pet hit t11.
4/23/14 - Pet hit t12.

Current goal(s)

12/31/15 - Hit the cap
12/31/15 - 3000 int
12/31/15 - In top 80 pets

2014 Goals

12/31/14 - Hit t12 (Reached 4/23/14)
12/31/14 - In top 150 pets (Reached 4/13/14)
12/31/14 - In top 125 pets (Reached 7/2/14)
12/31/14 - In top 120 pets (Reached 7/28/14)
12/31/14 - In top 110 pets (Reached 9/1/14)
12/31/14 - In top 105 pets (Reached 9/20/14)
12/31/14 - In top 100 pets (Reached 10/3/14)
12/31/14 - In top 90 pets (Reached 11/19/14)
12/31/14 - 1400 int (Reached 12/28/13)
12/31/14 - 2000 int (suggested by Keliora) (Reached 6/15/14)
12/31/14 - 2500 int (bullied into by tsos irc) (Reached 11/4/14)

Other stats

11/30/13 - Beat Prodigy in BQs
Stats
Level: 837
Health: 682 / 2713
Strength: 2093
Defense: 1866
Speed: 1780
Intelligence: 1256
Tier: 11

1/1/14
Stats
Level: 949
Health: 3172 / 3172
Strength: 2251
Defense: 2148
Speed: 1916
Intelligence: 1406
Tier: 11

2/5/14 - First win on Prodigy outside of BQs
Stats
Level: 950
Health: 3560 / 3560
Strength: 2382
Defense: 2211
Speed: 1920
Intelligence: 1537
Tier: 11

4/24/14 - First win on Mutant Scientist
Stats
Level: 1106
Health: 2089 / 4579
Strength: 2816
Defense: 2561
Speed: 2068
Intelligence: 1841
Tier: 12

6/8/14 - Fifth win on Prodigy
Stats
Level: 1175
Health: 5016 / 5016
Strength: 3206
Defense: 2806
Speed: 2120
Intelligence: 1978
Tier: 12

6/29/14 - Five wins on Meatslab, the Furious
Stats
Level: 1216
Health: 3133 / 5071
Strength: 3682
Defense: 2937
Speed: 2161
Intelligence: 2033
Tier: 12

1/1/15
Stats
Ennui
Level: 1793
Health: 6301 / 6317
Strength: 5370
Defense: 4861
Speed: 2616
Intelligence: 2568
Tier: 12

Race to Rank 100 - FINISHED

12/25/13 - Survivor proposes a race between Ennui and Billboard to rank 100. Ennui is currently rank 254, Billboard is 1,619.
2/1/14 - Ennui is rank 205, Billboard is rank 1,180.
3/1/14 - Ennui is rank 167, Billboard is rank 1,140.
4/1/14 - Ennui is rank 154, Billboard is rank 1,117.
5/1/14 - Ennui is rank 149, Billboard is rank 1,093.
6/1/14 - Ennui is rank 134, Billboard is rank 1,061.
7/1/14 - Ennui is rank 127, Billboard is rank 1,050.
8/1/14 - Ennui is rank 114, Billboard is rank N/A.
9/1/14 - Ennui is rank 109, Billboard is rank 970.
10/1/14 - Ennui is rank 102, Billboard is rank 957.
10/3/14 - Ennui is the winner at rank 99!