Lovesick_382
Legacy Name: Lovesick_382

Look in my eyes - you’re killing me, killing me.

Far gone are the days when she walked with her head held high. Shreds of solace and joy that were once strewn through her heart are now fragments of what once was. Pain is her ever-present escort through this dark world, and she does nothing to fight against or banish her tormentor. While happy moments come and go for her they are almost always laced with some form of ache that steals the very breath from her chest and leaves the momentary joy rendered obsolete in her mind. Awaking in the early hours of the morning with tears in her beautiful eyes is not an abnormal thing –this is how she starts out most of her days.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?

New days are passed in the same fashion as the old ones that came before them; they blend together, becoming so jumbled that the female can’t tell the difference between them. In a clouded haze she stumbles through life, taking no opportunity to see the beauty in life. Almost every thought is surrounded by melancholy –even her heart beats seem to resonate in a way that portrays sorrow. And while she is a tormented soul she has a tough exterior that holds her together. Outwardly she shows little of the sadness that plagues her; only one who is accustomed to dejection such as hers, or one who is exceedingly close to her, can really spot the forged happiness that resides behind her brilliant smile.

How many times can I break till I shatter?

Paranoia is a scourge upon her mind, keeping her in a constant state of terror and making it impossible to befriend her. She won’t believe you, even if you tell her, in all honesty, that you really do love her.

Cut my life into pieces – this is my last resort.

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