To control myself
I just want to scream out loud
Show the crowd im so angry
But while it's raining, I can cry
Cause no one will know if they're tears or from the sky
So I say rain, rain on
Rain, rain harder
I wanna see lightning
I wanna hear thunder
It's so infuriating bottling it up
Hiding it away with a smile on your face
Oh they have no idea what's behind that grin
Till you go outside cause you can't keep it in
And it's raining
Thank goodness for the roar
As it comes pouring down
I can kick
I can scream
I can shout
Let it rain on
"We're the ones who decide
if we can live with what we've done."
He is drunk again. The only way to forget what he had done. He? No, he didn't do it, that's a lie. He would never hurt anyone. He shakes his head and takes another pill, swallows it down with cheap vodka. Sighing he closes his eyes, shaking the now empty vodka bottle in his left hand, before throwing it at the wall across the room where it shatters into small shards covering the wooden floor in thousands of small glistering pieces.
A few months ago, shortly after that tragic accident in the mines happened, everyone claimed that is was his fault that the tour train derailed, that he was drunk and shouldn't have operated it. Those goddamn liars!
In his head he hears kids laughing, the rattling of the train wheels on the rail. Smiling he lets himself fall back onto the sofa where he now lies, head on armrest. Suddenly the laughter turns into screams of fear and agony, he hears a crashing sound, crying and screaming in pain and then... silence. Cruel silence.
His head hurts, he hears their screams down there in the mines every fucking day, they scream for help, until the voices grow louder, insisting him to follow them into the dark abyss. Tears start to run down his face as he closes his eyes, sobbing.
Maybe today he will jump down the 1,419 feet right into the black deep of the Devil's Pit. He is done with everyone.
Bust by ShilohFenix
* Profile and story by me
*Character, picture and quotes
from Silent Hill: Downpour
*Top Lyrics (c) Dodie Clark (Rain)
*Character, picture and quotes
from Silent Hill: Downpour
*Top Lyrics (c) Dodie Clark (Rain)