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Satellites has a minion!

the Phoever

Satellites
Legacy Name: Semper

The

Galactic Jollin
Owner:

VINYL

Age: 8 years, 5 months, 1 day

Born: October 15th, 2017

Adopted: 3 years, 5 months, 2 weeks ago

Adopted: September 28th, 2022

Statistics

Level: 1
Strength: 10
Defense: 10
Speed: 10
Health: 10
HP: 10/10
Intelligence: 1
Books Read: 1
Food Eaten: 0
Job: Unemployed

for my zucchini and i soon <3

thanks so much to Paradise for letting me adopt,
on September 28th, 2022!

i sat out in the rain
to soothe my racing brain
but anxiety comes through
when i begin to think of you

oh i study where i am
to try and ground myself again
but i am led astray
distracted by the rain

oh my gentle heart beats for you
and all i can hear rings so true
but my gentle heart is pained to see
my darkest fears, my jealousy
so my gentle heart trusts in you
that you might know what to do

i talk to you again
we talk about our friends
and everything that we’re built on
how when i'm down, it seems far gone

and that feeling comes again
that doubt for everything i am
it's easier with you
but it’s so hard for me to trust the truth

oh my gentle heart beats for you
and all i can hear rings so true
but my gentle heart is pained to see
all of the shadows inside of me
so my gentle heart breaks in two
when i think of losing you

i'm sprawled out in the rain
my energy is drained
and anxiety comes through
to tell me that my fear is true

it's roaring at my back
the pain of everything i lack
but i don't think its true
ill trust that you can love me too

ABOUT

"two long time friends who became much closer only recently.
through a seemingly strong and mutual magnetism towards each other,
in their mature age they forgave past trespasses and cited their mistakes.

of everything they have done for each other,
things they've shared that are important to them,
and a future that one of them will always dream of...
this is my visual tribute."

i met someone online years ago. we were both artists, drawing fanart of the same character from a video game series we both liked. we didn't click right away. at first we were just mutuals, occasionally seeing each other's posts, but not interacting too much beyond that. i would say just about a year or two later-- i couldn't tell you the exact time-- we would get closer. or they would try. it started when they first drew something for me.

why would they do that?

over time, i would keep asking myself this question, as they continued to interact with me more and more... but only within a few months. whatever was happening within that time, my heart was swelling. i couldn't decipher this feeling, but it felt like it was possibly "love". when i was younger, i was kinda a starved kid. that is, i was pretty starved for interaction. for good connections. for love. but. when i look back as an adult, it's really not what it sounds like at first. knowing what i discovered about myself now, i didn't need romantic love...

i'd run into many people through the last decade, that would help me figure out my identity. my feelings.

but i can't thank all of them for doing that. because most of those people truly hurt me. even the friend i've introduced to you at the start.

TBC...

but, i'll have you know... by the end of this story of mine, this story, this writing, so deeply personal.. and real! i know what love i desire and how i want to express that... that the person i want to tell you about, is truly someone i want to be with for as long as possible. a dear friend of mine, a soul i feel real close to, and someone i want to live with in the future. (:

about the TC

the TC is full of things important to the both of us. either together or individually. such as the owls; that's something They like. i suppose i want to make the TC in this way because now owls will remind me of Them and it makes me really happy.