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Balangaw has a minion!
Her Reassurance the Lucky Sable
Her Reassurance the Lucky Sable
Balangaw
Legacy Name: Gamay Nga Tigre
The
Spectrum KeetoOwner: artichao
Age: 5 years, 9 months, 3 weeks
Born: May 25th, 2020
Adopted: 5 years, 9 months, 3 weeks ago
Adopted: May 25th, 2020
Statistics
- Level: 256
- Strength: 264
- Defense: 245
- Speed: 274
- Health: 275
- HP: 275/275
- Intelligence: 935
- Books Read: 914
- Food Eaten: 401
- Job: Agent
[all pet profiles may eventually have pretty and proper aesthetics, but for now i just want everyone to have some written lore <3 every pet, in some way, has a story!]꧁✧꧂
You probably know my little brother, Kulay. He makes himself very known, parading around the city every single night doing… whatever it is that he does exactly. But as long as he is safe, I’m somewhat alright with it. I have the money to help him with a pinch after all. As annoying as it can be sometimes to have to do that, I would be distraught if I ever lost him.
Me and Kulay were both born as Spectrums, hence our names ‘Rainbow’ and ‘Color’. A lot of people assumed because we were all bright and rainbow-y we were always strong and happy. Nobody believed a rainbow could ever be sad.
I believe that’s where a lot of our internal problems started, right from the beginning. As we got older, Kulay began to turn to unhealthy habits to fight away his unhappiness. He even dyed his fur to appear “cooler” in his eyes, and perhaps even to remove himself from the “happy rainbow” stereotype.
I always internalised my issues. I felt the duty to become strong and responsible and never show my sadness, fear or anger in public. I felt a need to be that hopeful rainbow. Somebody that people could turn to and smile.
And I don’t… regret that. I feel fulfilled in being that shoulder to cry on, that light in the darkness, the little burst of color on a gray day. But I do wonder how different I would’ve come out if I wasn’t constantly told “You can’t be sad, you’re a cute little sparkly rainbow!”
Maybe I’d learn sooner that it’s okay to be sad, to struggle, to turn to other people for help. I know that now, but as a kit I think… things were way harder than it should’ve been. I just wish people allowed me to be… real. Genuine. Allow me to express myself better.
Whilst I came out “alright”, I think, I always fear for my brother. He didn’t come out of that struggle the same way I did. He’s constantly looking for validation and whenever he’s sad, he turns to alcohol and bad influences. I do not blame him or hate him, I never could. I blame the people who put unfair standards on us, just because we were different.
…It’s okay. We’ll just keep learning to grow. I no longer have just my baby brother to care for, I have this community of other Keetos I see as family. Our carer (or “owner” as some people call it) brought us together, and now I swear on my life to protect us all. Especially Kulay.
꧁✧꧂
You probably know my little brother, Kulay. He makes himself very known, parading around the city every single night doing… whatever it is that he does exactly. But as long as he is safe, I’m somewhat alright with it. I have the money to help him with a pinch after all. As annoying as it can be sometimes to have to do that, I would be distraught if I ever lost him.
Me and Kulay were both born as Spectrums, hence our names ‘Rainbow’ and ‘Color’. A lot of people assumed because we were all bright and rainbow-y we were always strong and happy. Nobody believed a rainbow could ever be sad.
I believe that’s where a lot of our internal problems started, right from the beginning. As we got older, Kulay began to turn to unhealthy habits to fight away his unhappiness. He even dyed his fur to appear “cooler” in his eyes, and perhaps even to remove himself from the “happy rainbow” stereotype.
I always internalised my issues. I felt the duty to become strong and responsible and never show my sadness, fear or anger in public. I felt a need to be that hopeful rainbow. Somebody that people could turn to and smile.
And I don’t… regret that. I feel fulfilled in being that shoulder to cry on, that light in the darkness, the little burst of color on a gray day. But I do wonder how different I would’ve come out if I wasn’t constantly told “You can’t be sad, you’re a cute little sparkly rainbow!”
Maybe I’d learn sooner that it’s okay to be sad, to struggle, to turn to other people for help. I know that now, but as a kit I think… things were way harder than it should’ve been. I just wish people allowed me to be… real. Genuine. Allow me to express myself better.
Whilst I came out “alright”, I think, I always fear for my brother. He didn’t come out of that struggle the same way I did. He’s constantly looking for validation and whenever he’s sad, he turns to alcohol and bad influences. I do not blame him or hate him, I never could. I blame the people who put unfair standards on us, just because we were different.
…It’s okay. We’ll just keep learning to grow. I no longer have just my baby brother to care for, I have this community of other Keetos I see as family. Our carer (or “owner” as some people call it) brought us together, and now I swear on my life to protect us all. Especially Kulay.
Pet Treasure
Spectrum Potion Plushie
Rainbow Serpenth Fountain
Jumbo Spectrum Back Ribbon
Rainbow Rave Boa
Spectrum Pinwheel
Colorful Gemstone
Super Feathery Spectrum Boa
Rainbow Vortex Sticker
Spectral Fruit Summer Drink
Pet Friends
Kulay
I love you, baby brother. Your health means a lot to us. Partying may make you happy, but I can see the sadness in your heart. The next time you're home I'll make your favourite dinner, okay?
Bangungot
If you can ultimately help my brother… fine, whatever. Just don’t make him more miserable. You can’t hurt me if I’m awake, and I got my eyes on you.