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Itty-Bit

The Chibi Experiment #7507
Owner: Hippy

Age: 5 years, 2 months, 3 weeks

Born: December 23rd, 2020

Adopted: 1 year, 8 months, 3 weeks ago

Adopted: June 26th, 2024

Statistics

• Level: 10
   
• Strength: 7
   
• Defense: 10
   
• Speed: 7
   
• Health: 15
   
• HP: 15/15
   
• Intelligence: 0
   
• Books Read: 0
• Food Eaten: 0
• Job: Stock Worker

I don't even know where to begin. Every day feels like I’m just going through the motions, but none of it really matters. I look around, and everything seems so much easier for everyone else. They’ve got it together. And me? I'm just... a mess. What am I even doing? Why do I bother trying when it feels like nothing changes?

I should be doing more, but every time I try, it’s like I hit a wall. The weight of everything just presses down on me, and I’m so tired. Tired of pretending I’m okay, tired of trying to keep up.

But... wait. I’m here, aren't I? I’m still trying. Even if it doesn’t feel like enough, I am trying. That has to count for something. I'm not perfect. Maybe I can’t fix everything at once. But I can keep trying. Even when it feels impossible.

I keep thinking about how everyone else seems fine, but maybe they have their own struggles too. Maybe they don't have it as easy as I imagine. I can't see their battles, but I know they're there. It's okay if things aren't perfect. It’s okay if I'm not perfect.

Sometimes I wonder if anyone would even notice if I just... stopped. If I disappeared for a while. Would it even make a difference? Probably not. I'd just be another disappointment. Just another failure to add to the list.

But I am making a difference, even in small ways. My friends, my family... they care about me. They might not always understand, but they'd notice if I were gone. They'd miss me. And maybe I’m not as worthless as I’ve convinced myself I am.

I want to feel better. I want to feel like I matter. But every time I start to believe that maybe I’m worth something, that doubt creeps back in. Maybe I’m just not cut out for this. I might never be.

But that's not true. I’m allowed to have bad days. I'm allowed to struggle. It doesn’t mean I’m a failure. It just means I'm human. And humans fall down. But they also get back up. I’ll keep trying. Maybe I won't have all the answers, but I’ll take one step at a time.

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"The ups and downs of anxiety and depression are tough, my friend. Don't let those negative thoughts take over. Question their existence. Don't allow them to have control over you and your life. You deserve to be happy. Keep fighting!"

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