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Mikila has a minion!

Minion the Skair




Mikila
Legacy Name: Mikila


The Hydrus Montre
Owner: Fade_464

Age: 14 years, 9 months, 3 days

Born: July 15th, 2009

Adopted: 14 years, 9 months, 3 days ago (Legacy)

Adopted: July 15th, 2009 (Legacy)

Statistics


  • Level: 12
     
  • Strength: 23
     
  • Defense: 21
     
  • Speed: 21
     
  • Health: 21
     
  • HP: 21/21
     
  • Intelligence: 2
     
  • Books Read: 0
  • Food Eaten: 0
  • Job: Unemployed



Birth Name: Unknown
Aliases: MKLA - 22
Mikila Ventidos
Age: Approx. Twenty-four
Gender: Female
Height: 5' 4"
Weight: 145lbs
Hometown: Unknown

Friends

I have no friends. Friends are a weakness. I need to look out for myself.

Ithsmene is my apprentice. By many standards, she would be considered the closest thing that I have to a friend. Except I want to kill her every time that I see her.

What if I wanted to break?
Laugh it all off in your face?
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor?
Couldn't take this anymore?
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down.
Bury me, bury me.
I am finished with you.

What if I wanted to fight?
Beg for the rest of my life?
What would you do, do, do?
You say you wanted more,
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you.

Come break me down.
Bury me, bury me.
I am finished with you.
Look in my eyes.
You're killing me, killing me.
All I wanted was you.

I tried to be someone else,
But nothing seemed to change.
I know now,
This is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself,
Fighting for a chance.
I know now,
This is who I really am.

Come break me down.
Bury me, bury me.
I am finished with you,
You,
You.
Look in my eyes,
You're killing me, killing me.
All I wanted was you.

Come break me down,
(bury me, bury me)
Break me down,
(bury me, bury me)
Break me down.
(bury me, bury me).

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me.
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

A warning to the people,
The good and the evil.
This is war.

To the soldier, the civilian,
The martyr, the victim.
This is war.

It's the moment of truth,
And the moment to lie,
The moment to live,
And the moment to die,
The moment to fight,
The moment to fight,
To fight, to fight, to fight!

To the right, to the left,
We will fight to the death!
To the edge of the earth,
It's a brave new world,
From the last to the first.

To the right, to the left,
We will fight to the death!
To the edge of the earth,
It's a brave new world.
It's a brave new world!

A warning to the prophet,
The liar, the honest.
This is war.

To the leader, the pariah,
The victor, the messiah.
This is war.

It's the moment of truth,
And the moment to lie,
The moment to live,
And the moment to die,
The moment to fight,
The moment to fight,
To fight, to fight, to fight!

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death!
To the edge of the earth,
It's a brave new world,
From the last to the first.

To the right, to the left,
We will fight to the death!
To the edge of the earth,
It's a brave new world.
It's a brave new world.
It's a brave new world!

I do believe in the light.
Raise your hands into the sky.
The fight is done.
The war is won.
Lift your hands toward the sun.
Toward the sun.
Toward the sun.
Toward the sun.
The war is won.

To the right, to the left,
We will fight to the death!
To the edge of the earth,
It's a brave new world,
From the last to the first.

To the right, to the left,
We will fight to the death!
To the edge of the earth,
It's a brave new world.
It's a brave new world.
It's a brave new world!

A brave new world.
The war is won.
The war is won.
Brave new world.


The general told me to keep a record. Someday, I have been told, this record will be kept with our most important documents. It is an honor to have been chosen for this. I vow to tell things as I see them, even if this isn't always what I want to see. My code is MKLA - 22.

Day 1.

Sometimes I hear the others talking about their pasts at night. Sometimes in their sleep, sometimes quietly to each other. When I was younger I always thought that this kind of disloyalty didn't exist with the colonels. Now I know better. Disloyalty exists everywhere. We were told to put the thoughts of out pasts out of our minds when the general acquired us. I don't remember how the general acquired us. But it doesn't matter.

The earliest I remember is about halfway through my training. I was just a child then, four years old. I remember fighting my first battle, and of course my first kill. That's the kind of experience that everyone here goes through. It's such a momentous point in our lives that it's impossible not to remember. My first kill took place on my first day out. Not even my first battle. It was just after I'd passed (With flying colors, mind you) and advanced to the rank of private. I can remember the look on his face when my knife stabbed through his heart. He thought that I was defenseless because I was a child (A girl, even) and I had no gun. He was wrong.

I've always hated how people underestimate me. They think that just because I'm smaller than they are and don't use guns that they are better than I am. I know how to use a gun. I just choose not to. Guns are so easy that it's not fun. It's like cheating. Knives are better. I prefer being right in the middle of the action. Besides, killing is easy enough without them.

The general says that I am the perfect soldier. In my twenty years of service I have shown the greatest transformation. I'm not sure what it means, though. I have always been the way I am, as far as I remember.

Day 4.

I killed a child today. He was coming at me with a knife. My life is, of course, worth more to me than his was, but I felt something strange when I killed him. I felt something strange when I watched the life drain from his eyes. I felt like I wanted to pick him up and hold him instead of watch him die. I didn't feel the same satisfaction.

I need to train more to avoid feelings like that. It was not a pleasant experience.

Day 6.

The general has entrusted me with an apprentice. I will meet her tomorrow. I have been told that she does not listen to the general, and refuses to kill. I have also been forbidden from killing her for insolence. It is a test, says the general. A test to prove my loyalty, whatever that means. I am sure that I will pass. I am the most loyal of them all. Her code is GRNU - 18.

I would like to ask the general about her, but I am told I must see her for myself. How bad can she be? Just a spineless soldier who refuses to kill. I don't even know why he kept her. I would have killed her a long time ago. Or better yet, used her as target practice for the young children, the ones just learning to fight. If she refuses to kill, let her die at the hands of somebody who will.

Day 7.

GRNU - 18 is a real piece of work. She refuses to kill. She refuses to even pick up a weapon. She refuses to dress in uniform. She refuses to even acknowledge that I'm there. I understand the test, now. A test of my patience. The general said do not kill her, so I must not kill her. But she would be so much more useful with one of my knives through her. Maybe someday, after I have proven my loyalty, the general will let me kill her for being such an annoyance.

Perhaps she needs a better tool to kill with. I will ask her, tomorrow, if she has tried other weapons. Guns are not to proper tool for me. I refuse to use a gun. Perhaps she needs to find the right weapon. Once I find the right weapon for her, she will learn to use it and be a real apprentice. I will convert her into an efficient soldier. It is my job.

Day 9.

She refuses every weapon I let her try. Even one of my old training knives. It makes me want to hold her down and stab her with every single one of them. She refuses to even practice on a dead animal. It isn't even killing, yet she refuses. I don't understand why. Killing is life. The world has an unwritten law that the general has merely explained to us. Kill or be killed. It is the way everything works. The only way. If she refuses to kill, she should be killed.

Yet I will not kill her, despite the fact that every fiber in my being tells me to. I am loyal to the general, and I trust the general. But this test of my loyalty is growing more difficult the more I sit in the room with her.

At least I will get to meet with the general tomorrow. During the meetings I am allowed to drink the dark water. It tastes terrible going down, but I feel so much calmer afterwards. Perhaps the general will five me a flask so that I may have some when I am working with GRNU - 18. It will make the test much easier.

Day 10.

The general was sympathetic toward me. I have been given a personal flask of dark water that I may refill when necessary. That is just another reason why I do not agree with the ones who speak badly about the general. I am unable to visit with GRNU - 18 today as per the general's orders. Instead I will do what I do best. The general told me that there were some men outside of the underground fortress that needed to be taken care of.

The looks in their eyes as my knife descended upon them was better than any meeting with that insolent girl. I was almost reluctant to wash of the blood, but the general requires it. And of course I am loyal to the general. I am more loyal than some of the general's closest men. I have seen the way they talk about the general when they are alone.

Someday I hope to live in a world where nobody is disloyal. I wish I could kill those who are, so that world can be achieved. Someday.

Day 11.

I met with GRNU - 18 again today. The general says that she is my most important assignment at the moment. She is to be kept isolated from all of the rest until I can transform her as a test of my loyalty. I am honored to be chosen, but my work is quite difficult. At first I believed I was chosen because I am the best fighter. But now I know why I was chosen.

She had the nerve to try to talk to me about the time before I was acquired. The general chose me because she cannot corrupt me. I understand now. I am the most loyal soldier, and the general knows it. But GRNU - 18 does not. I think I've found my way in. I told her the truth, that I do not remember at all. I had to leave before I could ask for her memories, but I will use them to find her motivation. Once I know why she refuses to kill, I can convince her to.

If it wasn't for the flask of dark water, I never would have made it through. I saw her eying it as I drank during our meeting. I think that she has never tasted the dark water before. I will ask the general's permission to offer her some. Perhaps that will help her understand.

Day 12.

She remembers. And the little witch told me everything. It was sickening, but I pretended to be interested. I am beginning to understand why she does not want to kill. She grew up weak, in a world where everyone is weak. She told me about a world that I could never imagine, not even in my nightmares. It goes against everything that I have ever believed in. She said that she remembers always being taken care of. She remembers helping others take care of themselves and their children. Apparently they are to weak to do it themselves. They all deserve to be killed. They will be anyway because they are so weak.

People like that do not deserve to breed. What is this love, that she spoke of? I asked the general during my meeting today. The general said that love is the powerful bond of loyalty that some people have. I think that I understand. I love the general, because I am loyal and I am willing to give anything, even my life if the general asks it of me. That is love. This is good. I understand what she meant, but it is wrong. Not everybody deserves the love of others. Only some, such as the general, are able to wield the powerful loyalty that comes with love properly. To love everybody? There would be no point to life.

The general agrees with my plan to gain GRNU - 18's trust. In fact, the general will even help me with it. Now that my job is to turn GRNU - 18 into the perfect soldier, the general thinks that it is safe to breed me. I am so strong and loyal that the general has wanted to breed me since I became able. However, after I am bred I will be unable to fight for a time, and that is why it has not happened yet. Now is the perfect time, because I will still be an efficient killer for months before I must take leave for the safety of my child. In that time, the general is confident that I can turn GRNU - 18 into a killer that can take my place until I have my child.

I will have a very important breeding partner. The general says that I am lucky. The bloodline that I will carry is a very special one. I was provided with no other information, but I am confident that it will come within due time. The general says that in the other world, girls will bond over an experience such as breeding. I am to talk to GRNU - 18 about it. I am also going to ask her how old she was when she was acquired. I wonder if that could be why she will not kill. If she was acquired at an older age she could find it more difficult to forget. I myself was a toddler when I was acquired. My earliest memory took place when I was four years old, but I know I was acquired earlier than that. I was merely too young to remember. I will also offer her a drink of dark water. The general gave me a vial of it to give to her. The vial for GRNU - 18 is a special batch, I was told. To help calm her down even more.

Day 13.

She would not drink from the vial I brought for her. She smashed it to the ground just as she has been doing all along. It was nearly impossible for me to contain myself as I watched the precious liquid go to waste on the ground. At least I had my own flask to help me control myself. If she could have, she probably would have smashed my flask as well. I am not sure that I would have been able to keep control had that happened.

She is also happy that I am to be bred. The general was right, but I am not surprised. The general is always right. GRNU - 18 said that she loves children. She used that word again, but I do not understand the way she used it. She is loyal to children? She would do anything, including die for any child she meets? It just further proves her weakness. She even said that my definition of love is wrong. I do not understand. I know love. I love the general, but she says that is not love. I do not understand the feeling that she described. She must have been talking about the love that the weak has. Their form of "love" makes them even weaker. She says that their "love" could make them kill. Maybe that is why she will not kill. She does not "love."

The general's idea is even better now. If she "loves" children, perhaps her love of my child will get her to kill. And I do not have to lie. I will explain to her, later, how I cannot take time off for my child until she will kill in my place. It is the truth. I do not like to lie, but I would lie for the general. It is good, however, that I do not need to yet.

I met with the general earlier, after I left GRNU - 18. I will begin breeding tomorrow. Due to this I cannot meet with my apprentice until after I have bred and after I know that my breeding was successful. For one week I will be bred every day to be sure that I may have a child. Then I must remain isolated for another week so that nothing will happen to me that could stop my breeding from being successful. After that I am going to need another week for testing.

Day 14.

Today marks the beginning of my breeding process. I visited GRNU - 18 this morning to explain that I will be gone for three weeks. I recited what I wrote at the end of the last entry. She seemed displeased. I am sure that it has something to do with that other world. Maybe that isn't the way that the weak breed, but it is my breeding process.

I was not allowed to see who I was bred with. But I do not mind.

After all, nobody is allowed to look at the general.

Day 17.

Breeding makes me tired. Too tired to write, lately. I feel no different. I wonder if I will know when the breeding works. Some instinct, perhaps?

Day 19.

I understand what the general meant. I am very lucky. I am the first and possibly the last soldier to give birth to the general's own child.

Day 21.

Today was the last day of my breeding. It is more difficult than training. At least I remain strong. I will not be too far behind during the week that I must lie dormant. I am not even supposed to leave my bed except to relieve myself. It sounds like it will be very boring, but it will be well worth it. I must think of something to keep myself busy, however. The general is going to provide me with anything I need. I am trying to decide what to ask for.

Day 22.

I was provided with everything that I requested. The general is being very reasonable. I now have a pile of books from the training academy to look through and a dartboard so that I may practice my aim. I may have a box of darts, but I have already used them all. I must wait until somebody comes to check on me. People are coming periodically during the days that I must lie dormant to be sure that I do not need anything. While I wait I will write in this record.

I could begin reading as well, but I have read them already. They are merely something to busy my mind. I will surely go crazy if I have nothing to do. I don't even mind that. The general is willing to give me everything that I need. Except for the thing that I need most. The general says that the dark water could cause a problem, so my flask has been confiscated until my breeding is successful. Already a week without it. I am not sure how long I will last. Since I got my flask I rarely go an hour without a swig or two. Even before that, I never went a week. I am not sure I can stand two weeks.

I will, however. It will be worth it when my breeding is finished and I am carrying the general's child.

Day 23.

I have nothing to write. Nothing has happened, but I have nothing else to do. Even though I want to kill GRNU - 18, I wish that I could see her. At least it is something to do. The next time somebody comes to check in I will have them bring the general a message. I am going to request that GRNU - 18 come to visit me for a little while soon. Tomorrow, I hope.

Day 23 -- Later.

The general will grant my request for tomorrow.

Day 24.

I am waiting for GRNU - 18's arrival. I surprise myself with how bored I really am while waiting. I have so little to do that I request a visit from the one person that I cannot kill but always want to. The test has been getting easier, however. I can talk to her without having to fight the urge to kill her for the most part. The dark water has been helping, but I cannot drink it during the breeding process.

Day 25.

Yesterday was too confusing to write about without thinking about it first. GRNU - 18 came to visit, and she was the same as always. She was weak and pitiful. She was blind to the world around her, and had the audacity to suggest that I was the blind one. She told me that everything I've ever believed in is wrong, like she always has. But yesterday was different. Maybe it was the lack of dark water that did it, but I snapped. I put my child in danger. I want to put the incident out of my mind, but I promised that I would right everything here. Even the bad things.

GRNU - 18 took my tags, and in my anger I endangered the life of my child-to-be by getting them. It scared me. I don't ever want to make that mistake again.

She spoke more about that weak love. She said that childbearing was a symbol of that kind of love, not loyalty. It was all very confusing. I think this is one of her tactics to try to steal my loyalty away. I won't let it work. I can't.

Something else peculiar happened, something that I am loathe to admit. I cried. I forgot what tears felt like. I'd only ever seen them in the eyes of the dead.

Day 28.

The boy who used to collect my darts for me died yesterday. I was sent another boy, an academy student. He had to be five or six, much too old. If he lives long enough, he'll end up just like GRNU - 18. When he came in, he asked what my name was.

What's a name? My apprentice would know. I'll have to ask her next time I see her.

Today was the last day of my quarantine. Now just a week before I know for sure if my breeding was successful. I can move around the room, now, but I am still forbidden to fight and train. How boring.

Pet Treasure


Tattered Old Book

Cyborg Soldier Dog Tags

Weaponry Wrap

Snow Queen Dagger

Useless Rusty Knife

Bone Handled Skinning Knife

Vial of Dark Water

Drink of Dank Water

Filled Flask

Empty Flask

Filled Clear Glass Handled Flask

Clear Glass Handled Flask

Filled Clear Glass Bell Flask

Clear Glass Bell Flask

Bilge Water

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