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Headaches has a minion!

Minion the Dream




Headaches
Legacy Name: Headaches


The Scribble Zentu
Owner: see

Age: 11 years, 1 week, 1 day

Born: October 12th, 2009

Adopted: 1 year, 5 months, 2 weeks ago

Adopted: May 1st, 2019

Statistics


  • Level: 17
     
  • Strength: 29
     
  • Defense: 18
     
  • Speed: 17
     
  • Health: 17
     
  • HP: 17/17
     
  • Intelligence: 6
     
  • Books Read: 6
  • Food Eaten: 0
  • Job: Store Clerk


Nov. 4, 2016
11:53 PM
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It's month 5.

I've been through four straight months of constant pain and it's getting worse. There's more side effects. It started with light-headedness, occasional nausea, then almost constant nausea and flashing lights and stars, and now I've lost my appetite. I don't feel the need to eat. I still crave some things, but I don't feel hungry anymore. It's like in college when my anxiety was bad.

I actually forgot I was thirsty for a solid hour today. I knew I was going to do something important and I stayed up late trying to figure out what it was. I just wanted some water.
Dec. 2, 2016
10:17 PM
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Month f████g six.

Migraine was bad today. All I heard from people at work was "You look pale, are you okay?"

No, I'm not. I take painkillers like a daily vitamin just to barely function. I'm exhausted. I can't do a year. I forgot what it feels like to be okay. I miss it so much I miss not being in pain all the time

I don't want to just scrape by with a bearable amount of pain every day I just want to live like a normal person

I want to enjoy things again
Jan. 9, 2017
--:-- PM
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Still hurts
Still depressed
Still want to ███
Still can't go to the hospital
Jan. 18, 2017
6:04 PM
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Something new and fun: hot & cold sometimes feel the opposite.

It's not all the time, and if I think about it I don't think it happens. It always kind of scares me when it does, though. Just brushing against a metal shelf at work yesterday felt like touching ice.

Severe pain not as frequent. Lights also, though I do still get flashes.
Jan. 19, 2017
--:-- PM
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It's hot.

It feels like my head is overheating. Keeping ice on it helps. I feel nauseous.
Mar. 27, 2017
10:00 PM
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Today was a weird one.

Finally went to the doctor. Well, the tiny clinic in town, at least.

They diagnosed me with depression and referred me to a neurologist. She put in a request for an MRI but if insurance won't cover it, there's nothing I can do.

I'm on fluoxetine now. I'm just. I'm feeling a lot of things today
Mar. 28, 2017
12:00 PM
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2nd day

I'm honestly a bit spacey but not as grumpy as usual??? Im tired
Aug. 20, 2017
1:42 AM
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I'd like a sticker or a pin or something that says "On literal mind-numbing drugs: please be gentle" bc I'm tired and my brain is tired

I mean, I'm on medication meant to prevent seizures by numbing your brain to the point where your nerves are too inactive to have them
Aug. 24, 2017
9:30 AM
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i'm so super glad the entire neurology team went to a conference this week so I have to go to college without my f████g meds thanks
Sep. 8, 2017
11:43 AM
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my head still hurts when I do anything other than lay down
Oct. 3, 2017
9:39 AM
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im on so many antidepressants why tf am i so bummed out
Oct. 12, 2017
11:02 PM
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I hate my sketchy-ass lofted bed especially when I get these weird funhouse-y episodes. Feels like everything's at a 45 degree angle & moving

It feels like I'm gonna float away
Oct. 16, 2017
1:29 PM
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I want to sleep so bad
Oct. 27, 2017
3:17 PM
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im starting to be able to feel carbonation again
Oct. 30, 2017
10:22 PM
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as happy as i am to be off anticonvulsant medication, the withdrawal f████g sucks
Nov. 17, 2017
1:08 AM
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Since regaining functionality of most of my nerves I've become a lot more aware of blood moving through my entire body and it's a really weird feeling
Jan. 10, 2018
7:11 PM
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my head hurts and I wanna eat 7 boxes of poptarts
Jan. 29, 2018
12:13 PM
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I'm SO exCITED I'M GONNA GET A CAT

my doctor!!!! approved!!!!!!!! and so!! did!!!! my school!!!!!!!!
Feb. 3, 2018
8:14 PM
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my little girl is the sweetest fuzzy void ball (x)
Feb. 8, 2018
7:34 PM
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animals are so good for depression like.... i can't be bothered to get my s██t together to take care of myself but i'll rearrange my entire life to make sure my cat is happy,

Just like, simple routines that get me UP and doing something productive like fishing Maggie's toys from under the furniture every evening so she can play with them before bed. She's probably the best thing to happen to me so far this year
Apr. 9, 2018
12:44 AM
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About a year ago I had a breakthrough in my struggle with depression. I had the heart and motivation to give a dark, overgrown garden a new life. I filled it with bright flowers and sad plants that just needed time to heal... It's a little thing, but it means a lot to me.

credits
premade profile by Chen | edited by see
text taken directly from my own writings & twitter

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