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Waterscape has a minion!

Minion the White Tailed Tropicbird

Waterscape
Legacy Name: Waterscape

The

Custom Glade Archan
Owner:

~~FLUX~~

Age: 13 years, 10 months, 3 weeks

Born: May 27th, 2010

Adopted: 13 years, 2 weeks, 2 days ago

Adopted: April 2nd, 2011

Statistics

Level: 470
Strength: 1,170
Defense: 1,170
Speed: 1,170
Health: 1,170
HP: 1,165/1,170
Intelligence: 123
Books Read: 123
Food Eaten: 0
Job: Professional Lab Cleaner

I always remember you during this time of year. It all comes rushing back like a flood. I dread it. I hate the fresh pain that appears in my stomach like a reopened wound. And so every August I untangle myself from reality, go back to our summer cabin by the lake, and remember you as you were, and as you always will be, stuck in time: blooming and golden, mine and mine alone.

Your lips on mine, breath quick, heart racing, eyelids fluttering. Lips parted, soft, warm wisps of your breath tickling my cheeks. If I could stay like this forever I would, you know I would. Just you and me, just us, always and forever, fingers intertwined

My mother always said I was one to torture myself over things. I beg to differ. Iâ€™ve never blamed myself for what happened to you; I have no desire to punish myself. You would know, of all people, that this is my way of coping. Even though every second and every minute that I remember you, your touch, your voice, your smile, hurts me, itâ€™s the only way Iâ€™ll be able to forget you, move past you. No matter how hard I try to ignore you, you wonâ€™t go away. Youâ€™ve been there, on the edge of consciousness waiting to be called to attention, since I first laid my tired eyes on you.

Weâ€™ll go somewhere, just you and me. Weâ€™ll get away from all of this, all of these problems. Itâ€™ll be over and done with, just give me some time to settle things at work and we can go and we never have to come back here, not if you donâ€™t want to

We were so close to getting away. We could have escaped together, gotten out of this living hell. We were both broken inside, perfect for each other. I will never let anyone tell me different. You just needed a couple of days, youâ€™d said, and we could have hit the road and never looked back.

Weâ€™ll catch the first flight out of here. We can go to another country, another continent, nothing will matter as long as Iâ€™m with you. Weâ€™ll be gone by the morning and no one will have to know. Just you and me, baby

We were so close, you and I. I felt escape, really felt it, brushed my fingers over the sweet edge of the open door right before it closed for good. I never realized how fragile life could be until you were here one moment, close enough to touch, and gone the next. My last hope to get out, to be happy, gone forever, vanishing like a magic trick, a sick joke, in the blink of an eye.

Nobody baby but you and me

I miss you. If only you could be here with me, looking out at the calm sea like you always loved to do, if only you could come back for one minute and put your arms around me and tell me how much you loved me, I could say all that I need to say to you. Just like I used to. Iâ€™d kiss you and it would be just like the first time.

Donâ€™t worry, I wonâ€™t hurt you, Iâ€™ll take care of you, just let me take care of you and I promise Iâ€™ll never leave you, never hurt you like the others

I donâ€™t know if I ever told you this, but even though you were not my first, youâ€™ll always be my last. No one will ever compare to you, your touch, your voice, your smile. There will be none after you. This much I promise you.

Iâ€™ll always be there for you. Iâ€™ll always be there for you. Hear me in the crash of the waves, hear me in the rustle of the leaves on the trees

And I will. Right now, the crackle of the burning fire on the beach in front of me as I look at the moonlight on the waves reminds me of you. There is no waking moment when you are not floating on the edge of my mind, threatening to break through. You even haunt my dreams, a ghost of you that is there but too dim, too transparent to be tangible.

Youâ€™ll be okay you always will

I cannot help but doubt this as I hear the snap of a twig and whip my head around to see an archan creeping towards me. I wish you were here to see it â€“ I know youâ€™ve always dreamt of seeing one. Iâ€™m shaking, afraid of what it will do to me, this beautiful creature, but at the same time I yearn to feel its claws on my skin, at the same time I am silently beckoning it to tear me apart, break my bones so that I may be with you once again.

Donâ€™t ever forget me

How could I, when, as it creeps closer to me, I see you in it? And now Iâ€™m sure that it â€“ you â€“ are here to kill me, to rip the skin from my bones and spirit me away from this horrible world that we were supposed to face together, hand in hand.

Iâ€™ll always be with you

And I know you are, and I realize that I must live on and face this horrible world myself as this breathtaking, deadly creature reaches its head down sets flowers beside me. I reach out to touch it â€“ touch you once more â€“ and it lets me, eyes closed, body tense. I need not wish you were here because I know that you are and always have been.

I love you.

I love you, always.

Let go.

Iâ€™ll never forget you. As the archan strides away, I close my eyes and take a deep breath. Youâ€™re gone. Never will I forget you, but I must accept that you are gone. And Iâ€™m ready to let you go, let the memory of you disappear into the tall pines with the archan.

The flowers in my shaking hand are the same kind that I put on your grave every year: orchids, your favorite.

Goodbye.

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