Chibi LainAge: 8 years, 7 months, 2 days
Born: September 5th, 2017
Adopted: 8 years, 7 months, 2 days ago
Adopted: September 5th, 2017
I used to think that way, too. I hated myself so much. I didn't think I was worth anything at all. All I could do was apologize.
But Rustica taught me that it was okay to be confident. To love myself. That everyone has the right to be happy.
That instead of giving up your own happiness for somebody else's sake, you should take it for yourself and let it make you stronger.
That way, you can make lots of people happy!
I know there's nothing to be done about it, so
I'll cheer you on with words that usually aren't my style
A delightful melody is the best medicine
Feigning ignorance until the very end
If it were possible to feel satisfied by sadness alone,
Then some small part of me would feel saved by that, I guess
I felt that way for so long
I'd been trying to forget
"I came all the way to see you here
I didn't want to stay separated from you forever
We'll laugh together;
I feel like dying when I'm in this room all alone"
I held it all together with fanciful daydreams
But I'm looking down on myself from above now
Stitching up the cracks and tearing down the walls;
I want to love the future.
