Information
BPD
Legacy Name: BPD
The
Owner: POURRITURE
Age: 14 years, 1 month, 3 weeks
Born: May 26th, 2012
Adopted: 14 years, 1 month, 3 weeks ago
Adopted: May 26th, 2012
Statistics
- Level: 1
- Strength: 10
- Defense: 10
- Speed: 10
- Health: 10
- HP: 10/10
- Intelligence: 0
- Books Read: 0
- Food Eaten: 0
- Toys Played: 0
- Job: Unemployed
{ Borderline personality disorder }
The
Reborn Illumis POURRITURE
â To live a life analogous to a soap opera is to live the life of a borderline personality. Wrought with emotional ups and downs, these individuals are known to be unstable and especially angry. What fuels the chaos are intense interpersonal needs and sudden shifts of opinion about others, who may be painted as loving, sensitive, and intelligent one minute and accused of neglect and betrayal the next. When left alone, even for short periods, borderline personalities feel intolerably lonely and empty. With romantic relations typically stormy and intense, they spend most of their time either making up or breaking up. They make frantic attempts to avoid abandonment, including suicidal gestures. In addition, they fail to realize that their clinginess via dramatic and drastic measures drives others away. - Millon et al., 2004 [3] âž |
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| Expressive Behavior: Spasmodic | Displays a desultory energy level with sudden, unexpected, and impulsive outbursts; abrupt, endogenous shifts in drive state and inhibitory controls; not only places activation and emotional equilibrium in constant jeopardy, but engages in recurrent suicidal or self-mutilating behaviors. |
| Interpersonal Conduct: Paradoxical | Although needing attention and affection, is unpredictably contrary, manipulative, and volatile, frequently eliciting rejection rather than support; frantically reacts to fears of abandonment and isolation, but often in angry, mercurial, and self-damaging ways. |
| Cognitive Style: Capricious | Experiences rapidly changing, fluctuation, and antithetical perceptions or thoughts concerning passing events, as well as contrasting emotions and conflicting thoughts toward self and others, notably love, rage, and guilt; vacillating and contradictory reactions are evoked in others by virtue of behaviors, creating, in turn, conflicting and confusing social feedback. |
| Regulatory Mechanism: Regression | Retreats under stress to developmentally earlier levels of anxiety tolerance, impulse control, and social adaptation; among adolescents, is unable to cope with adult demands and conflicts, as evident in immature, if not increasingly infantile, behaviors. |
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| Self-Image: Uncertain | Experiences the confusions of an immature, nebulous, or wavering sense of identity, often with underlying feelings of emptiness; seeks to redeem precipitate actions and changing self-presentations with expressions of contrition and self-punitive behaviors. |
| Object-Representations: Incompatible | Internalized representations comprise rudimentary and extemporaneously devised, but repetitively aborted learnings, resulting in conflicting memories, discordant attitudes, contradictory needs, antithetical emotions, erratic impulses, and clashing strategies for conflict reduction. |
| Morphologic Organization: Split | Inner structures exist in a sharply segmented and conflictual configuration in which a marked lack of consistency and congruency is seen among elements; levels of consciousness often shift and result in rapid movements across boundaries that usually separate contrasting percepts, memories, and affects, all of which lead to periodic schisms in what limited psychic order and cohesion may otherwise be present, often resulting intransient, stress-related psychotic episodes. |
| Mood/ Temperament: Labile | Fails to accord unstable mood level with external reality; has either marked shifts from normality to depression to excitement, or has periods of dejection and apathy, interspersed with episodes of inappropriate and intense anger, as well as brief spells of anxiety or euphoria. [6] |
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As a consequence of their concentrated need to be intensely emotionally connected with someone, borderlines have tremendous abandonment fears. For most borderlines, being attached to someone rises to the level of a pseudo-biological need, like water or air. Even when securely involved in a relationship, fears of abandonment impose themselves on reality to an almost delusional degree, as if their self-cohesiveness or self-identity might dissolve if the relationship were to end. They may feel, for example, that they are nothing without a certain person, life would be empty without him or her, and their very existence depends on preserving the relationship. To compensate these fears, significant others should nurture, love, and protect the borderline, always be physically available, and never leave.
Fears of abandonment are not confined to fantasy, but instead distort borderlines' perception of the communications and actions of others as part of everyday life. They are easily provoked by things that others would never notice. Innocent or irrelevant events or comments may be construed as implying criticism or condemnation. Other events are perceived as their loved one's waning affections or others have refused to consider their feelings or simply no longer care. Even efforts to establish simple boundaries may signify total rejection, the borderline's worst fear. As a result, minor events are regularly given unintended significance and blown completely out of proportion, producing major interpersonal catastrophes. From the perspective of borderlines, they will soon be cast aside, left lost and alone, with no one to care. The feeling that someone important to the subject is actively distancing may provoke an emergency reaction, punctuated by a tearful, helpless paralysis and a near manic hyperactive display of anger. [3]
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Petulant (with passive-aggressive features) borderlines are negativistic, impatient,restless, as well as stubborn, defiant, sullen, pessimistic, andresentful. They are easily slighted andquickly disillusioned.
Impulsive (with histrionic or antisocial features) borderlines are capricious, superficial, flighty,distractible, frenetic, andseductive. Fearing loss, they becomeagitated, gloomy andirritable. They are potentially suicidal.
Self-destructive (with depressive or masochistic features) borderlines are inwardly-turning, intropunitivelyangry, conforming and deferential.Ingratiating behaviors have deteriorated.They are increasingly high-strungand moody and are possibly suicidal. [5]
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