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Amilya has a minion!

Pip the Doogle




Amilya
Legacy Name: Amilya


The Nostalgic Mallarchy
Owner: nervous

Age: 7 years, 6 months, 2 weeks

Born: September 8th, 2016

Adopted: 1 year, 10 months, 3 weeks ago

Adopted: May 4th, 2022

Statistics


  • Level: 8
     
  • Strength: 20
     
  • Defense: 21
     
  • Speed: 18
     
  • Health: 20
     
  • HP: 17/20
     
  • Intelligence: 100
     
  • Books Read: 100
  • Food Eaten: 0
  • Job: Unemployed



Amilya

Gender: Female

Eyes: Brown

Hair: Red

Location: Ozarks, Missouri, USA

Age: 24

Favorite color: Green

Hobbies: Photography, animal care, music

Pets: An old mutt named Pip

Favorite Artists: Now, Now, Bjork, Daughter, Lydia, Rainbow Kitten Surprise, Nicole Dollanganger, Bon Iver

See playlist.
All your twisted thoughts free flow to everlasting memories. Show soul, kiss the stars with me, and dread the wait for stupid calls returning to us to life. We say to those who are in love it can't be true 'cause we're too young, I know that's true because so long I was so in love with you...
So I thought.


When I was little, I started this habit of sitting in the field behind my neighborhood on the hill that overlooked all the houses on my block. I liked to pick clover flowers and twist their stems together to make flower crowns for myself, but they never lasted that long. The clovers would wild and die in a couple of hours anyway, but it was just something I did to keep my hands busy, I think.

The sitting in the field never ended, even when my legs got long and I started growing my hair out. I was still wearing the same shoes as I always had, except they had holes in the bottoms and the laces were frayed on the ends.

I've never had many friends. I guess I started out as a loner really young and never got over it. I'm not sure if being a loner is something I chose to do, or other people chose that for me. But I don't mind being alone most of the time. At least I can keep my heart for myself. I don't know if I can lose another person. I don't think I'd make it through that this time.
Ignorance is bliss cherish it.
Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold, believe it not, and fight the tears with pretty smiles and lies about the times.


I sat in the field and looked out at all the houses that pointed up to the overcast, bleached out sky. I couldn't remember the last time I saw the sun come out, and it still hasn't rained, but when the wind blows, I get the slight smell of something woodsy, and I like to think he's here sitting with me.

There are eight houses on my block and they all look the same. I know that each house holds different people, and to me, people hold entire worlds inside of them. They just cram it all under a brown roof and keep hidden behind their white fences. I wondered then, out of those eight houses, if anyone else was hurting. I don't want people to hurt, but sometimes I just wish I had somebody on my side. I want to know that I'm not alone in this. When my shorts are wet from the dew on the grass, I stand up and start back for my own house, where I will cram myself under a brown roof and keep hidden behind my white fence.

I've lost a lot. I've suffered a lot. A year went by, five, seven. Things never got better, I just got better at pretending they did. People say that a lot, "time heals all wounds," but they never tell you how much time. When I find out, when my wounds start to heal, I will let you know.

Credits


Template by FallenSamurai
Edits and story by nervous

Lyrics by Flyleaf - So I Thought

Art by Azalea on DeviantArt

Images by Joseph Pearson Unsplash Royalty Free
Fonts by googlefonts

Pet Treasure


Hessian and Lace Bunny Plushie

Survival Pair of Daisies

Hippo Squishy Doll

Hessian and Lace Turtle Beanbag

Hessian and Lace Snake Beanbag

Hessian and Lace Owl Beanbag

Hessian and Lace Mouse Beanbag

Hessian and Lace Flower Plushie

Hessian and Lace Fish Beanbag

Hessian and Lace Butterfly Plushie

Autumn Striped Journal

Hessian and Lace Bug Catcher Plushie

Green Variety Seed Packet

Frosted Foliage Socks

Floating Candle Lights

Daisy Flower Pressing

Classic Floral Arrangement

Bountiful Brown Foragers Apron

Book of Spirit Photography

Belladonna

Pet Friends